Rewarding times call for rewarding measures. There have been too many screw-ups in my life to let another screw-up occur. I have found solace right now, and in it, have discovered the nature of my true being. I am a warrior forging a path toward greatness, and there will be nobody that can stop me. Enlightened and inspired by the man I am currently seeing, I have found an increasing amount of vigor and happiness that I haven’t experienced in a long time. Regardless of what anyone says, and regardless of how slow this developing relationship proceeds, I know that this is the beginning of something phenomenal. Something life-changing. Something exasperatingly stressless. There is something to be said for the feelings one can feel after only knowing someone for a short time. I have never felt such a remarkable connection to such an incredible guy before, and these are the feelings I have, for a long time, desired. I feel comfortable. I feel warm. I feel safe, as if the world’s tragedies, and my own, have disappeared, and there is only him. I wouldn’t call myself obsessed: obsessed would be too strong of a word. I am definitely infatuated, where I think of him constantly. And I know he is doing the same. He makes me feel new, and revived. I was beaten and torn before, but he has come along and healed all my wounds. He has swept me off my feet and melted my heart. I will wait for this to progress, and I will wait for HIM to ask ME for a titled relationship. 

There is something great going on here. I can feel it. I know it. And it will soon reach its peak.